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Peace be with you...=)

14 years and Its been emotional torture. Just incredibly sad.

I suffered with all you did. Not in war zone but city police and homicide det.im a Army Officers daughter and grew up Army. I lived with what you have looking for. My heart belongs to the military. I have a picture of my Father with the thousand mile stare. My FTher in heaven and i saw growing up Daddy's strength and love but also his torment as a little girl with night sweats, crying out in his sleep. My heart reChes out to you as a friend. Working i law i had stress, have a graduate degree and masters in law. Nothing helped me to become better from hell stress, anxiety. I would like to share with you if possible an answer God brought to me. Im not the average woman as i have suffered my young husband's suicide, loss of several friends. Educating myself, being an artist was not enough so, like you i sought an answer. Being in law enforcement I lived in a man's world. Plus being a military daughter and my Dad in two wars I have not lived a pampered life and supported my self. Enough of me Joshua. I would line to share with you if, you are interested what happened to me to find the answer to stop the sweatin and mental hell No drugs, quit alcohol. I cried out one night while alone in desperation from my suffering. I talked to God and told Him He needed to prove Himself to me, and get me out of my hell. I gound out Gid can take being told off, and is please when a person talks to Him challenges Him to prove H e is and will help me. I told God He had better prove Himself and let me know He heard me and cared about helping me and other people who suffered.Joshua He did that for me at 6 am. He gave me a dream in which Jesus came to me and told me He knew me. With that i knew He was going to help me and tha He would..Joshua He did that. It was easy but it happened. He brought me from darkness to light and helped to take the depression, anxiety, and death wish away and gave me hope and people in my life to help. Joshua i am not a religious freak but a down to earth woman who went from leaning on my attractiveness and thinking i can do it all myself to humbling myself and knowing i cant do it, i didnt have the answer. Nothing as you know usually comes asap but with counseling, prayer, reading the Bible. Gradually Joshua it was a healing process of coming out of that dark hole i was in. Of course ever day we have challenges but now Joshua when new trouble and i experience new pain i am not without hope!❤ maybe this testimony bore you but, if in anyway you woul like to share and bare your heart and would like to know more, please text me at 407 848 4408 I have helped a few people not im special but i care and want to help people who are seaching for an "answer". GOD BLESS YOU Joshua. You can be proud of yourself as you sought help and rearched out for professional help. You know you will continue to struggle and do the positive steps to continue to heal inside. I just want to offer a greater Answer to add to all your positve and proud rehab steps you have already done. Hope this might have encouraged you even more. God bless, a sister who cares and understands. Penny Elliott.

Dear Joshua, I just watched your video. You are a good man, and I thank you for your service.

May God Bless & keep you.

No brotherhood anymore hits hard with a lot of military Veterans and I have noticed that

Why does the VA make it so hard to get help?

Why is it so hard to get into? Seems like more VA propoganda.

I'm not running from it anymore. I have decided to live as a person with mental illness and adjust my life to better support myself.

God be with you 💜🙏

God be with you 💜🙏

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🎉 Happy father's day Dady. I don't forget you I bought a gift for you. Today I was sick say hello to your wife.and 2 Brothers. have 🙌 rlpb

I am a navy offical retired. Stationed in Hawaii and Korea. I suffered a stroke. People don't understand our anxiety

The VA doesn’t care.

So true

I have been depessed ever since Vietnam. On and off therapy, with different providers I still do not feel much if any different. I even had a phd. Fall asleep on me. I have about had it. Therapy apparently does't work for all

So, How are you doing now? How are you moving forward. What kind of work are you interested in? What have you learned that may be helpful to others? .

Knowing is half the battle. Sometimes we need the perspective of another to learn more about ourselves. You are a survivor and hope you can help others.

What a terrible situation. You know they think you just leave the war behind but it is not like that. I have not been in combat but I do know about triggers and sometimes it is hard for me because I do not have that military connection. I am learning to cope but I will keep on trudging.

Having a PTSD Dr is the best, help, i am still making progress at 60

It's life affecting, you're normal, yet it still lives in u

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Married for 14 years and the first 10 years , My USMC Combat Veteran was in complete denial of anything connected with PTSD. The last 4 he was diagnosed with PTSD. Many times I have been told I will be buried out back in a hole. Its horrendous and somewhat controlled now but even now its just scary and I feel alone and afraid of what is coming. I need counseling .

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He’s wrong, because homelessness can be caused by circumstances out of your control like a natural disaster, medical condition like a heart attack, or finances.

You're probably 100% vet. No real combat but you are black and the VA is scared to deny you.

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Woesner and Woesner.. Then It got worsener and WARSNER. Then it just got down to WAR. Fk My CRap... SERIORSLY... I am FIGHTING! HELP!

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welcome home thank you for your service you deserve the respect

We truly need more Veterans working in our Va Healthcare systems they understand other Veterans and they know not how to treat Veterans the VA Hospitals are now filled up with this other kind and now biden has pasted new laws that will help VA Doctors start the process of taking away the Veterans rights to own or possess a firearm. This has caused many problems for Veterans and their families. We must do a lot better than what we have now at these VA Hospitals and the Doctors that they are finding to staff our Hospitals. I've been sexually assaulted 3 times in order to get my testosterone injections. These Doctors are way beyond sick they are Satanic in every way sorry but your doctor's have been doing the unspeakable and the UNGODLY I'VE Also been tortured 8 times by Doctors at the VA in Albuquerque NM Pain clinic they did unspeakable things to me im just short of 70 years old and now this last time they carried out their torture of me I've now got lots of other problems i didn't know that those Doctors were allowed to do such and then call it a therapy but what biden has done is to literally undo the good things and he replaced that with Pure HELL for Veterans seeking treatment in a VA hospital. I pray that they are able to stop them in Albuquerque NM pain clinic. It is EVIL what biden has done to our VA Hospitals